Saturday 24-11-07

Well that was Wednesday and now I’ve got quite a few days to catch up on. Thankfully today we aren’t doing anything till 10:30, so I’ve got a while. ☺

On Thursday, we didn’t leave home till 10:30 because we were going for lunch at Aichiu Medical School. We managed to get there at by 12 for Lunch (rode to the train station (Kamiyashiro), trained to Fujigaoka, and then took a bus from there to the Hospitial which is right beside the university. Wai Ling and Shiho left earlier to try to bank the money for our apartments, but Wai Ling forgot her passport, they didn't’ want money from gaijin and Shiho didn’t have anything to prove she was from Japan (except her passport which si not proof because it has no address on it :P). Oh Well.

We had lunch with the students who are involved in the English Club, which was pretty fun. I was a bit worried because on Gaidai, we have to be subtle about going in and walking around in big groups, but at Aichiu we just waltzed in together looking like a big group of gaijin. Jody (who meet us there) said that because we were invited (for lunch and ESS) it meant that we had a reason to be on campus, where as at Gaidai, we aren’t strictly invited on.

So after lunch we had a quick team meeting – tyring to come up with themes for the “Friendship Party”. It turns out the Christmas party isn’t done by us – but it’s done by the Immanuel people. So we only have to organise a “Friendship party” and then the “Farewell Party”. I’m not on the outreach team, so I don’t have to organise much there. After that the Newsletter team (which I am on) had a meeting, just talking about what we want in the newsletter. Wai Ling also wants us to do a video to advertise megumi for next year, but none of us know anything about viedo editing. :P Pretty much we’ve decided that since someone in Melbourne is lined up to do that, we will just get raw footage and he can go wild with it. I don’t think it’s something we need to be focused on though.

Then we just hung out for a bit before going to ESS. Aichiu is pretty much one main building with a few others just next to a hospital. Everyone goes through their classes together for the whole 6 years, so they are pretty tight. The ESS club was really open, lots of good conversations there. Jody does a good job of leading it. We talked about stress and what makes us stressed and how we get relaxed. Ibuki mentioned that she really likes to go to the onsen (yay!) so we were thinking of going today, but more on that later. After ESS, we drove to Immanuel Meeting, which is the Nagoya version of a Tuesday Night Social.

Ibuki is ususally the only one that goes, but after ESS, six of the other students wanted to come too! (Masato, Chisato, Mayu, Midori, Nobu and Shu-Chan) Pretty exciting. In the car there, I was with Shu-chan and Nobu, I asked if they had ever been to church before and what they thought of church. Nobu said he had never been but thought it was a serious place where everyone prayed and no one smiled.

When we got there, there was worship time (3 songs) and then we jumped into the message by Jung (Korean student life missionary) who talked about like and love and how guys and girls think differently. We divided up into groups of 4 and talked about it and shouted out answers to questions. It was really fun, if a bit long. There was so much Japanese though! Jody, Shiho and Pamela were all translating for the English speakers in their groups, but I wasn’t sitting near them and I was getting most of it anyway. Still it was really tyring. Sometimes I just tunned out and then I was like “what was that joke?”

After that, we did a Mission Megumi introduction. Earlier in the day Shoubu (who had been to Austraila with the J-team last year (strongly bonded with Andy) had called and asked for a strange fact about each of us. They put these up on the powerpoint and the students had to guess which one of us matched the fact.

Andy: I have been to ten countries – this confused a lot of people who stood in front of Wai Ling

George: I have the oldest father in the group (his dad is 75!!) – again, most people were in front of Wai Ling.

Cecilia: I work in an ice cream store – pretty evenly spaced, though some people thought it might be a trick question and stood in front of me, incase the donut shop sold ice cream.

Shiho: I fainted at work at was taken to hospital in an ambulance – evenly spaced again, though I didn’t get many people except the students I’d talked to about my scars. :D

Esther: I don't travel to uni any more - again got things confused, She's graduated, so she doenst' go to uni any more - Wai Ling does becuase she's at worker!!

Wai Ling: I am an only child – Wai Ling and I were the only ones left at this stage, and we were pretty well split, except that all the people who had already talked to me were infront of her and everyone else was infront of me :D

Paula: I had my appendix out on Christmas Day – I was the last one, so there was no real challenge here :P

Then there were advertisements for upcoming events and we all went downstairs to have dinner.

The church is actually on our way to Kamiyashiro Station! It is a little building which has a fluro light cross out the front. When you go in – shoes off and slippers on. Then we headed upstairs to a small room where the main meeting took place – when you get into the room, it’s slippers off to sit on the mats on the floor. The room is set up with music and sound equipment, but is pretty small. I doubt you could put many chairs so it’s good we were sitting on the floor. When you come downstairs for dinner, there is a kitchen and then a room to eat in. There was a bookshelf against one wall, and we put low tables out on the floor to eat off. Everyone helped washing up, Seiji took the lead here – I think he sets a good example of leading the men in the movement to be like Christ as opposed to being like Japanese males.

Dinner was rice and soupy stuff, I was at a table with Chisato from ESS and a guy called Yuhei, from I don’t know where. Esther and Shiho were next to me. I noticed that Yuhei had a WDJD braclet on and I asked what it meant – “Why did Jesus die?”. After that Chisato asked what it was and I said it was an English question, and she asked if we have the answer! I prompted Yuhei to have a go at explaining it, which he did. Gospel presentation number 1! High five for Jesus! He ended by hitting home the line that once you are saved you have no fear of death.

Then I asked Chisato what she thought of church. This was her first time at one, and she said that before hand she thought it was boring and praying and no smiles, but now she saw it was interesting. Shiho commented that she felt the same way, so I was like “Tell us about how you feel now and why you feel differently?” so Shiho shared her testimony with Chisato – Gospel presentation number 2 – High five for Jesus! It was really good. Later on Wai Ling and Esther got into some more good conversation with Chisato, and I know she took home a gospel tract, so yay!

I was really spaced out by the time we left – at 11:00. We walked down to Kamiyashiro and then rode home, Wai Ling’s bike light bulb was still not fixed – ops! But we got home safely.

Friday morning I didn’t set an alarm. It was a public holiday, so we didn’t need to get up to go anywhere. I was still sleeping (dreaming about our team being in a band, a musical and then someone’s dad being taken hostage by someone else…) at 10:30 when Cecilia was in the shower and Wai Ling rang the doorbell to be let in. My head was all stuffed up from over sleep, but it was good.

We had an early ish lunch at about 11:45 of pasta and then headed down to the station to take a train into town for shopping. *sigh* I don’t really like shopping, but I knew I had to do some. When we got in to Sakae, we did a bit of a group split again. :P I got a few things from the 100Yen shop for home and then Andy and I went over to the Christian bookstore to see if they had any good CD’s. We both ended up getting English/Japanese New Testaments (he had given his away Thursday night to Masato who wanted to read the bible more). It was only $17.85, which was really good price and the Japanese had all furigana (pronunciation) above the Kanji – which is really good for me! Also the Japanese is “wakari yasui” – easy to understand. Hooray!

I kept looking in stores for kimono’s on sale, but no luck. We asked a information chick, but apparently there is a second hand area, but it would be a train trip away, so we didn’t bother go there. Maybe another day I’ll be able to go. I also looked around for a cool trench coat for Steve, but no luck there either. Pretty much my looking is go in, walk walk walk, walk out. :D Andy and I were sick of shopping by then so we found a macca’s and had some food and then started to do our quiet times, but then Andy wanted to leave instead of sit around in maccas, so we did :P. We were on our way to find a place for dinner (because we are organised (no one else on the team is)) when we ran into Masayoshi (Japanese Missionary) and Shubo. They were on their way to an Electric Store, and considering Andy was looking for an Electric dictionary, we went with them. It was about a 20 min walk and then in the store Andy spent 40 mins looking at dictionaries. I was REALLY bored. I hate that kind of indecisive shopping, though I can understand he wanted to get a good one and he had a budget to consider and what not. :P I looked around at games, thinking of getting one for Steve, but they didn't’ have bio shock and though the Japanese games looked cool, it might not be as fun to play them because they would just be in Japanese :P. I also looked at headphones, because the ones I have seem to not be working :P too bad I have 3 other sets at home, but I didn’t get any anyway.

After hurrying the dictionary buying along slightly, they went to buy the Black one and it came up 4000Yen more expensive than the price tag. We asked about it, they said the silver is the inexpensive, but then they agreed that didn’t make sense, so they made a phone call to their superiors and it was ok, then they discounted it even further because of the wait, so it only ended up costing $210 (21000Yen) instead of $280 (28000Yen). Pretty handy. ☺

Then we headed back to have dinner with the team. It was George’s birthday so we had ramen – yum! There was a “Ramen Street” in one of the buildings with all these different ramen stores, we took a few photos there later ☺ After dinner we headed home and made it back by 8:00. Then we sang George a Happy Birthday Song and asked him to make a speech (in the doorway of Esther and Shiho’s place :P). He started off in a traditional birthday speech way “Thanks for being here, and the ramen…” and then he said; “Well I have your attention, what do I want to say? I think we should pray more.”

It was a really good point, he said we have been putting it off and finding it hard to get into and our excuses have been tiredness and fatigue and busyness, but really, we have been getting enough sleep now, and we are settled in. We all have room buddies we can share with, and encourage each other, so lets pray!

After that, the boys headed home and the girls went to their rooms. Cecilia and Shiho had hit the shops hard and so C showed me her buys – some really nice shoes. After that, she and I went upstairs to hang out with Wai Ling, and we ended up watching a movie about a famous Geisha – it was pretty funny translating all the emotional looks. I left about half way and had a shower and did a quiet time before going to bed at about 11:30.

I had another dream about our team being a band last night. I think the Friday night Live is on my mind too much – when I woke up I had both of my songs stuck in my head. What to do!? I got up about 7:30 I guess, which was good. Now It’s nearly 10 and I’ve caught up on daily stuff! Hooray!

I don’t know what to do with our prayer time next Tuesday – probably pray through our bible verse and I also want us to try do conversational prayer, so that we get into the practice of praying wherever we are.

My throat is a lot better now, though I’m still sniffly. It’s been going round and breathing in recycled air from the heater is probably not helping :P I only turn it on in the morning to heat up the room and then we switch ours off.

Today we have a team meeting at 10:45 and then lunch at about 1. After that we are free until 5, when we are going to Karoke until 7. Then we have dinner and then coming home – and I get to talk to STEVE!! HOORAY!!

Hip hip hooray I’m in Japan!

Hello everyone from Nagoya!

After so much time planning it’s hard to believe the time has finally come and I’m here! The plane flight over on Singapore Air was long, and when I met up with the team in Singapore Airport, I was ready to collapse with exhaustion already. We all arrived in Nagoya at around 8:30am Nagoya time (9:30am in the sunny town of Brisbane) and managed to successfully navigate our way through customs with only one small problem of Andy leaving his passport on the plane. Luckily they managed to find it no worries and Jody, our Staff missionary contact helped pile all of our luggage into his tarago and take us away.

That first day we met the Nagoya area director, Sejii and his wife, as well as Jody’s wife and the pastor of the local church where the Christian students of Gaidai University attend. I can’t vouch for the intelligence of the conversation that day, as 7 of us had only just stepped off some very long plane flights with very little sleep, but it was a warm welcome from everyone who was happy to have us here.

Our apartments are the size of a standard living room in Australia… maybe a bit smaller. The entrance way (about 1m across by a 1.5 long) has a stove on the right and a door to the left which opens to a bathroom with just enough room to stand in, and be right next to the bath and toilet. When you sit on the toilet, there is about … 15 or 20 centimeters in front of your knees before the door. That’s how small it is… and I’m a short person. I imagine those with longer legs have much more difficulty in there!

Continuing forward in the room, you have one room which is about 6m by 3.5 with a bed, a TV, fridge, a small table and a ladder, which takes you to the “loft” which is some planks of wood stretched across the ceiling. When sitting in the “loft” it’s probably only a meter away from the roof and about 2 meters wide.

In the apartment I share with Cecilia, the loft is my home. I’ve dragged my luggage up and placed it all along the wall and then my futon rolls out next to it. Don’t worry I won’t be rolling out and falling 2 meters to the floor, there are handy steal bars preventing that. The boys share an apartment that is in a different building about 5 mins bike ride away. Wai Ling, our missionary has her own room which we use for group meetings and ministry time. All the cooking for our meals is done in the other 2 apartments (mine and Cecilia’s and Shiho and Esthers) where we also cram in (around luggage, the ladder and beds) to eat dinner every night. When this happens Andy and I have found a great way of making more space by climbing up to the loft, pulling the ladder up after us and then jumping down. After our dinner Andy hoists me up on his shoulders and I climb up to the loft and pass the ladder back down. It’s worth it for the extra room we get when the ladder is not in our way.

Anyway, I hope I’ve given you a good idea of how things are here, I don’t want to make this too long or I’ll loose you before I get on to the important stuff!

Every day we bike 40mins to uni. On our second day we met the young Japanese Christian students who are part of the movement here. It was so cool to meet these baby Christians (as they described themselves!) who just wanted to learn and be encouraged by us. They were such an encouragement to us, sharing their faith and their hearts for their friends who don’t know Jesus yet.

Together we went on a prayer walk around Gaidai University, and then headed over the Aichiu Medical University where we also prayed.

Our first day on Campus was Monday and we were just finding our feet for most of it. Jody had messaged his student contacts, telling them we would be on campus to have lunch, but many of them replied saying they couldn’t make it. Because of this, Jody wasn’t expecting many people at all, but then Kahori (one of the Christian students) turned up with two of her friends! Following that Kaji (another Japanese Christian student) arrived with Kenji (a student who accepted Christ around 5 months ago, but had family circumstances which prevented him from following through with his decision) and from then on more and more friends of friends just arrived.

We had some great talks with the students, just getting to know them and making friends. Praise God for good contact! Jody explained that getting to know the students as friends and building trust relationships works much better as an effective ministry tool than the gungho method, so just having lunch and talking about the differences between Australia and Japan was fantastic!

I had better head to bed now, it’s been a long week and I hope I haven’t lost you with the length of this email – so much has happened!!

Please pray for our team, for unity and strength. Pray that we will be filled with the holy spirit and that God will protect us from sickness so we can work to the best of our ability.

Please pray for the Christian students who are sharing their faith with their friends! Pray that God continues to encourage them in their work.

Also pray for the students we are meeting who are open and interested in the gospel. Pray that their hearts would be softened to receive God’s word and they would come to know Jesus as their Lord and Saviour.

Finally, we had a small accident when Andy slammed the car door shut on George’s finger, so please pray for healing of his finger. It’s not broken, but it is still quite painful. Pray that God would heal George’s hand so that he can enjoy his time working in Japan.

Thank you!

Saturday 17-11-07

Well, disaster has struck and we have no internet. Well we do now (when I’m posting this) but right now – when I’m typing this – no internet. *Sigh* this is slightly frustrating, but such is life.

Today is Saturday. The long long long plane flight of Thursday and Friday are over (yay!) and we are almost officially settled in our apartments. Flight one left at 2:45 from Brisbane and I arrived at 8:30 Singapore time (10:30pm in Bris) in Singapore. Then I waited about an hour and a half (used the free internet at the airport) until Wai Ling, Cecilia and Shiho turned up from Melbourne. Then we waited another half hour for the Sydney crew, Andy, George and Esther, to arrive. Then all of us waited (Andy and I had a sleep (about half an hrs worth)) for our 1:05 (Singapore time, 3:05am Australia time) flight to Nagoya. We arrived in Nagoya at 8:30 Japan time (9:30am Aus time). And on the flight I probably had about 2.5 hrs of dozing sleep.

Needless to say everyone else had about the same. We were all very tired and not talkative. Except maybe Andy, who was over the moon to be in Japan again for the first time in 6 years.

I sorta wish people had heeded my warnings about flying badly and not functioning on less than 6 hours sleep. It was a struggle to be polite and interested in the new people we met on that first day. I feel like there must have been a better way of doing it – all of us meeting in a Australian city seemed to be the obvious solution (would have provided at least much shorter plane flights and wait over times) but that was the way we did it.

Jody picked us up from the airport and took us to our apartments, we loaded our stuff into the one which was open (Cecilia’s and mine) and then went for a drive and lunch with Pastor Wayne, Lois (Jody’s wife), Pamela (a staff worker), Seiji (Nagoya staff leader) and his wife. After lunch, which was some delicious katsu don, we headed back to our apartments and opened the other two. Then Jody ran us through some things, discovered the internet didn’t work, realised part of the bike pump was missing, and noticed that we needed extra beds for the night (the guys apartment isn’t available until Sunday, so the girls are all jammed in together and the boys are in Wai-Ling’s apartment until then).

After a harrowing experience, we finally sorted out shopping and came back to our places for some sleep and rest before dinner.


Monday 19-11-07

Yay! Internet!! You’ve no idea how much I’ve been hanging out for it! Also, I think the chance to sit down and type and generally catch up has been fantastic. A lot of the things we are supposed to do have been pushed back continually because of things running over time and sleepiness etc. it’s awful. It means that we don’t have personal time at all – everything is just go go go and then sleep. And then when you wake up it’s go go go again. *sigh* thankfully today we have done a bit more catch up! Hooray!

Where was i? Saturday we sorted out bikes and took a ride to Nishin Church – which is just across the road from Gaidai – our main university. The bikes we have are all borrowed from people, some have gears, some don’t, some have baskets, some don’t. I chose a black one and when we got the tires pumped we were good to go. Andy took the lead and I followed up with the girls and George bringing up the rear. It took us about 40 mins to get there that first day – there is an up hill (very slight gradient) the whole way with a few big ones in the middle.

When we got to Nishin, Pamela (a Staff worker) and the Christian students from Gaidai and Aichiu Medical School were also there. It was great to meet them and share with each other. From the church we walked to Gaidai and spent a bit of time walking through the campus and praying for the buildings and what happens in each one. 3 of them have nicknames – the Atrium is known as “Jody’s Office” because that’s where he does a lot of his CE’s and bible studies. It’s a cafeteria like place that a lot of guys hang out at.

The next building was “Haori’s office”. Haori is a student leader who became Christian in Canada. She is fairly new at sharing her faith but is a great encouragement because she is always bringing new friends to meet the Christian ones. We stopped and prayed at “the Benches” which are right in front of the Admin (who we are not thinking of as the enemy but as people with a job to do) which is where Student Impact (as they are known here) have a fun communal lunch on Fridays where you can bring any friends.

The last building we couldn’t go near because the grade 12 students were taking entrance exams for next year in them. (All the mothers and fathers were waiting around outside looking worried – it was scary! We prayed for them too). That building was called “Pamela’s Office” because it’s where Pamela does a lot of her bible studies and CE’s with the girls.

After this we split up and the guys rode bikes to Aichiu Medical School and Ibuki (the only known Christian on campus there) drove the girls in 2 lots in her car. When we got there we prayed for the campus and the students who study there. About half are studying to be doctors and half nurses.

We rode back home in the freezing Nagoya wind and dark sky. 4 of the 7 bikes had working lights – one didn’t have one and the other 2 had blown bulbs. We got back alright, but Ester and George got lost. Because Esther had the key to the girls apartment, Cecilia and I couldn’t get in to get the food to cook, so we played cards and wasted time waiting for George and Esther to be found. Andy waited at the Pharmacy for them, just in case they found their way back there and Wailing and Shiho walked around the local streets.

Esther and George had the only phone and ended up calling Jody to get them back home. They were back at 8:40pm. We were starving. Cecilia and I made a mixed up dinner of beef, capsicum and onion stir fired with udon noodles and soy sauce and while eating it at 9:15pm Wai Ling asked if I still wanted to run the hour and a half of prayer that we had planned. I clued her in on a little policy that keeps me sane during uni: “If it’s not done by bed time, it doesn’t’ really need to be done.”

10:00 is bed time and I just don’t function after that. Especially after a lot of long days with little sleep. (The first morning we used Cecilia’s phone for an alarm which was still on Aus time. Brisbane is only and hour behind, but what I failed to realise when I set the alarm for 8:00 intending for it to go off at 7:00 here, was that Melbourne is 2 hours behind, so when the alarm went off – it was 6:00am. And I didn’t realise until 20 to 7 :P)

Got to go cook dinner now, hopefully will get a chance to type more tonight – other wise I might get up early tomorrow morning :D


BACK!

I’ve got as long as it takes Esther and Andy to wash up to type some more! Yay!!

On Sunday, We did the church split and I went with Esther and George to Parkside Church which is where Jody usually goes. We also had Andy with us this Sunday because after Church we had a soccer match and he wanted to play. It was a bike ride to the station, a train and then a bus to the church. We thought the bus was 9:50 but it was 9:10 so we had a rush departure at around 8:20am. When we got off the bus it turned out that the directions to the church Jody gave us were… wrong. So we walked around for a while and then eventually asked some local guy a few times and got there! Hooray!

Church was an experience and a half. Everything in Japanese – including songs. V. cool, but also not so filling. The sermon was in Japanese, but the English speakers (there are a few Americans and Canadians at the church) sat at the back and Jody translated for us. It was fairly cool, I sat on the side with Jody’s 4 children who were pretty much not interested in the sermon on keeping the Sabbath and the 10 commandments. I made them an origami emu (spreading the knowledge of Australian animals :D) but then they got even more distracted by making it dance and do the cancan and jump and flap… it was interesting.

I also made friends with a small girl called Rhianna and saved another small child from running on the road outside. It was fun. :D Ibuki, our Aichiu Med, School Student was there and it was funky to see her again.

The day was cloudy and started raining at one point and all of that combinded with the wind made for some very cold soccer playing. I went and kept warm in the office with Esther while the boys played (george in soccer shorts and a t-shirt). We had a good time playing cards with the kids and just talking.

It turns out Esther didn’t know about Student Life’s “relationship policey” about girlfriends and boyfriends not going on the same project and was pretty shocked when I told her. She’s really unsure about why she’s in Japan – she dosen’t have a storng interest in the place and can’t speak the language, so she really feels like she’s wondering how she fits and if God will use her. It was good to talk through that with her, and encourage her that God will use whatever he has!

A bit after that, the mums and wives of the soccer stars came in a bought us donuts which were yum yum yum! The Mister Donught people still have a piece of sticky tape closing each bag that says “Thanks, you beautiful people.” :D:D weee!!

When we got home that afternoon, jody moved the boys into their apartment, so that meant Wai Ling could move out of the girls and everyone got a lot more settled in. After dinner we had our first Team time (where Andy gave us the rules about not making Purple) which was great. It consisted of a bit of fairly bad guitar playing (on a guitar that had gone out of tune) and everyone having some good prayer time with God. Then we talked through some questions about how we are all feeling about project and where we are with God. Things we expect God or want God to do on the project was also discussed. Everyone is asking for guidance for the future (Andy even shared that he told Jody to pressure him about coming back full time) and I was one of those too. The final question was how do we want to be different after the project, and I miss read the question and thought it said “how do you want to be different on the project” and when it came to answering I still didn't have an answer.

I think that I just want God to work in me. I can’t imagine how he’s going to change me, and I don’t know what I want changed, but however God changes me, or doesn't change me will be good because it’s of God. So that’s what I’m hoping for. :D if that made sense.

And that was pretty much Sunday. So the trip until then is about that much. It’s been really fun, lots of crying and laughing, and learning. I feel like I’ve gotten very much into just listing the things we did instead of reflecting, but oh well, I don’t have time. I guess I’ll talk about Monday and other things later. :D I hope you are liking the updates!

This will be my final letter from Australia because we leave tomorrow!! Now that my exams are done, preparation is in full swing and everyone on the team are busy getting things together for when we leave tomorrow. I can’t tell you how excited I am to be going back to Japan to share God’s word with Japanese students for 5 weeks! Hooray!

Wai Ling, our team missionary, has delegated jobs for all of us to do while on mission and I’ll be heading up the Prayer and Praise Team for the time we are in Japan. It will be a challenge for me to get my guitar skills in working order so I can effectively lead worship time!

Thanks again for wanting to support Megumi, I can’t describe how great it is to know I am going to do God’s work with so many faithful people wanting to encourage me!

Please pray for safe travel tomorrow and that when we get to Japan, the students will be ready to hear and receive the good news of Jesus!

Thank you for Supporting us!

Hello, or as they’d say in Japan こんにちわ！ (konnichiwa)

Only 2 and a bit weeks to go so the count down is on! I can’t believe that the time has gone by so fast! I have officially finished classes at Uni now, so I’m just hitting the books and learning what I need for the final exams.

It’s a hectic time for everyone on the team, so please pray this week that we continue to have clear minds and focus as we study. Pray that we would work as if working for the Lord, as Paul challenges us in Col. 3 to do.

I’ve also come to realise that as I’m trying to prepare for Megumi, I’m still stuck in my university mentality of study and work. When I go to Japan, this is going to have to be left behind and my focus will need to be the students on campus, and being completely determined to work for God. Please pray that this shift is easy so I can be effective from the moment I am in Japan.

Finally, let’s praise God for everything he has done so far with Mission Megumi!

- Building a team who are dedicated servants of Christ to go and spread his word.
- Enabling us all to attend training to get to know each other and become better equipped to share the gospel in Japan.
- Giving us missionaries who have experienced living and working in Japan before to guide us.
- Gathering together teams of prayerful and financial supporters to encourage us and give us the opportunity to see more of God’s kingdom in this world.
- That our accommodation, flights and finances have all been finalised.
- That he is going to use us to share his message of Love and Hope to the Students at Nagoya East University!

Hi Everyone!!

It’s been a hectic couple of weeks, only a few assignments left and my three exams to look forward to and then I’m off!

I had a few complications with my exam timetable – the exam timetabling people forgot to put in one of my exams and when they did schedual it, it was on the 16th – disaster because we are due to leave on the 15th of November!!

After checking with my lecturer and the timetabling people though, everything was fine for me to take an alternate sitting on the 9th so no worries there! Praise God!

Also, we have had an update from our missionary contact in Japan, Judy. He has arranged accommodation for us with broadband internet so that is finalized. Thanks for your prayers! Also, 2 more Japanese students became Christians last week! Praise God!!

Please continue to pray for the whole team as we approach our exams and assignment deadlines. Also as we continue to support raise, that God would bless us and provide for our needs.

Finally if you could please pray that any worries or anxiety we have about the upcoming mission will be replaced by God’s peace in our lives as we trust him completely with our lives.

Hello

Thanks so much for joining with me in Megumi! I almost can't believe it's happening! The orientation last week was fairly full on but it was a blessing to get to know some of the people going and see what kind of a team God has put together.

I've attached a photo of everyone for you, From Back to Front and Left to Right, there is: Jody (A missionary who currently works in Japan), Paula (that's me!), Andy (from Sydney Uni), George (from The University of NSW), Cecilia (from Monash Uni), Shiho (also from Monash), Wai Ling (our team missionary (currently working at Monash Uni) and Ester (Uni of NSW).



It was excellent to meet these people and see their heart for God. I can't wait to do big things in Japan for his Kingdom!

Prayer Points:

1) That the training we did in Sydney for our orientation would remain in our heads, especially the conflict resolution training which will no doubt come in handy as we will be living in very close quarters in Japan together for 5 weeks.

2) For accommodation to be found in an area close to the university or the bus stations so we are able to work efficiently.

3) For the campus to be prepared to hear God's word, especially in the administration levels, who notoriously are opposed to anything new.

Hi!

Thanks so much for getting back to me and letting me know you are on board to support! It means so much that you can be a partner with me as we work for God in Japan.

I’m heading down to Sydney for my orientation for Megumi tomorrow morning and I’ll be gone until Thursday night. When I’m down there I will meet the seven other people joining me in Japan. Three of them are from Sydney Universities and four are from Melbourne Universities. I will be the only member of our team from Brisbane!

Please pray that all the students wanting to serve in Japan are united and build strong fellowship over the next few days. Also pray for my support raising to continue being blessed. God has amazed me so much by the response he has given me in people’s generosity already.

Finally please pray as I prepare for mission as well as endeavour to finish my final assignments and study for exams that I will continue to set aside time to spend with God and not get too busy.

Thanks again! Hope to update you more soon!

Dear Family in Christ

As you know, for the last two years I’ve been working with a Christian group at University called Student Life. They are a world wide organisation committed to sharing the gospel and building students to live as Christ did. At Griffith, I have been a part of leading bible studies, organising socials and attending outreaches to help this movement grow because I share the same vision that they are trying to achieve; turning lost students into Christ-centred labourers.

To this end, every year Student life orginises mission trips commonly known as “Summer Projects”. During the Australian Summer, Student Life members take two or three weeks out of their lives to devote their time to sharing the gospel through their actions and words at events like Schoolies and at Universities where International Students are taking Summer Courses. Last year, I was part of one of these mission trips. I spent three weeks at QUT sharing the gospel with the International Students there, many of whom had never encountered Christianity before.

This year, I have the chance to combine two of my greatest passions; Sharing God’s word and Japan. I lived in Japan for one year and for the last three years I have been studying Japanese as one of my Majors at Uni. Japan is one of the most beautiful countries I have ever been to, and is filled with some of the most sincere people. It is almost a shock to think that it has one of the highest youth suicide rates in the world. As well as that, less than 1% of the population claim to be Christian and the running joke about Japan is that the people are born Shinto, die Buddhist and in between have a Christian-style marriage. The Japanese people are searching for the real meaning to their lives.

I am so excited to have the chance to share that meaning with them; that there is a God who created and loves them, and who went through death on a cross to make a relationship with him possible.

This Summer Student Life is running a mission trip to Japan called “Megumi” which means Grace in Japanese. It will run for four weeks from the 17th of November to 17th December. I am planning to join a team of seven other Australian students at University in Nagoya to befriend the students there and share my faith with them.

It will be an unbelievable challenge to minister to such a culturally different nation but I believe that God calls us to go to the nations with his message of reconciliation. In response to that call, I am eager to go and I am asking if you would be able to partner with me in this. If you are able to support me by prayer, please let me know so I can update you with our prayer needs. This is one of the most important ways you can help and I would be honoured if you would join with me this way. I also need to raise $4000 by the beginning of November, so if you feel that God is calling you to support this mission financially that would be a blessing too.

I look forward to talking with you more about this soon and if you have any questions please don’t hesitate to call me.

Thank you and God Bless.
In Christ

Expectations

The Gospel, the good news of God, which I am going to represent to those in Japan, is what we read from every Sunday here in Church. The life of Jesus, as told in the first four books of the new testament in the bible, is what we as a Christian community know as the Gospel.

Today’s gospel reading came from the book of Luke. Just to recap what was read from Luke 16: 19- 31, it is Jesus telling a story. He tells of a rich man and a poor sick guy called Lazarus. Now in this story, the rich guy does his thing, the poor sick guy does his thing and when they both die, the rich guy ends up in hell and it’s the poor guy who is enjoying the luxuries of heaven.

We don’t know much about the rich man, but from what he says to Abraham, who is evidently showing Lazarus a good time in heaven for all to see, he’s pretty shocked to be where he is. Verse 27 – 28 shows that he is worried for his brother and father, who are living the same life as he did. He is worried that without someone to warn them, they will end up somewhere they didn’t expect either.

So why was this man so shocked at where he ended up? He was a rich man, he probably gave his 10% at the Synagogue, probably did say his prayers and observe the Sabbath. He was expecting heaven; and yet he ended up in hell.

What was he missing? What went wrong in his life? Was there somewhere that he missed dotting an i? or crossing a t?

Verse 30 shows us that even he knew what went wrong. He says “if someone would go to them from the dead, they would repent” This rich man in Jesus story finally realises that all his actions were for nothing, because his heart was not in the right place. He had not repented and turned to God.

So what is the point of Jesus telling us this story? Why is he stopped in the middle of wherever to make this point? If you read all of chapter 16, you will notice what’s going on. Firstly Jesus is talking to his disciples. This could have been any of the “special 12” to the 50 or so people that genrally followed people around. Also notice that he isn’t far away somewhere doing this, Jesus is out in the open possibly on a street, possibly in the synagoguge, maybe in a house, either way, he is somewhere there are more than just a select few can hear his message.

Verse 14 says “The Pharisees, who loved money, heard all this and were sneering at Jesus.” The Pharisees – they were listening in!

After they start to make a scene and try to mock Jesus, he goes on to tell this story. So who is this story for? Who is it directed to? I'd say that all the poor people around Jesus would have been thinking – YES! I’m going to heaven! But there is a huge point here that Jesus is making to the Pharisees.

What did the Pharisees expect to get out of life? We know they considered themselves righteous, they thought “we give our 10%, we wash our hands before we eat, we make sure we are nice and clean – we are set for heaven”. The Pharisees knew the law and were so intent on keeping it, they thought that was all there was to it.

What do we in hindsight know about the Pharisees? All they were doing was a show, their hearts were not right with God. They were so caught up in working their way to God that they had forgotten that God didn’t want our sacrifices and our works, but our hearts and our lives.

Sounds fimilliar: the rich man, doing all his good things expecting heaven and getting hell; and there is Jesus laying it out for the Pharisees: if you keep doing “stuff” expecting heaven – you are only headed down.

So what does this mean for us. Who are we in this story? Are we the self righteous rich man, doing our Sunday worship and expecting heaven?

If we are true followers of Christ, the bible gives us great promises about what to expect. John 3:16, so well known and yet so elequonte, says “For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whoever believes in him, shall not perish, but have eternal life.”

What are we expecting as believers of God’s son? Eternal Life! John 17:3 explains it more for us: “Now this is eternal life: that they may know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent.”

John 1:12 says “But to all who believed him and accepted him, he gave the right to become children of God” As Children of God we can expect eternal life – God’s inheritance for his Children.

Now, how can we be 100% assured that this is going to happen for us. Even the Pharisees thought they had it good to go - they were set to see God’s kingdom.

Looking back at the gospel, in Luke 16: verse 30 it’s laid out right there for us. Not only does Jesus tell his story to people to show them what’s going on, the real extent of their condition and their lives, he also gives them the answers to their “what now?” questions.

Verse 30 reads: 'No, father Abraham,' he said, 'but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.'

That key word there – the last word in that sentence: Repent. That’s all that is needed. Now maybe the Pharisees were thinking “I’ve repented twice today already, this Jesus guy knows nothing,” but what does repentance actually entail?

Repentance is the feeling and act in which one recognizes and tries to right a wrong, or gain forgiveness from someone that they wronged. In religious contexts it usually refers to repenting for a sin against God. It always includes an admission of guilt, and also includes at least one of: a solemn promise or resolve not to repeat the offense; an attempt to make restitution for the wrong, or in some way to reverse the harmful effects of the wrong where possible

Repenting is not just saying you are sorry – it is the act of realising you have done something wrong and are turning away from it. It is a 180 in the other direction. It is sorry this way – and then hello to this way!

This is the good news: Jesus called us to a relationship with with him by admitting our sins and turning to him!

To know God, to become his children, to receive his promises, we need to repent: acknowledge our sin and turn to God.

How can we put this into practice? What does it mean for us?

When was the last time we knew that assurance? That 100% feeling – I’m walking toward God today. When was the last time you weren't just doing the right thing not just coming to church on a Sunday and not just giving your 10%, but were actually doing it for the right reasons? When was the last time you realised that you can’t get to heaven on your own, and you need to turn to God to even take a step in the right direction?

God doesn't’ want things, acts, money or attendance – he wants our lives. Have you given him yours today?

my sisters and i haven't been getting along lately. I think it's because my younger sister recently gave her life to Christ and the devil is mad and is trying to divided and conqour us one by one so we don't have unity in Christ. Please pray that this is just bound up and taken away by Jesus so we can love each other and not have devision.

I feel like i haven't posted in ages, and that's probably true :P and now i'm posting when i should be starting to read my books on the German and Romantic Lied. :P

Mostly though, i feel like recently, i've been so busy, but i've been seeing God's work in my life like never before. So many things have happened recently that all i can say is "Praise God!" because that's what it is. Things i've been praying for (and i know others have been too) are happening and it's exciting to be in a time where you can see God answer prayers.

Answered Prayer - my list is getting longer - Allie and Bruce, their relationship; Fiona, accepting Jesus!! Student Life, it's growing so big and our leadership team is so committed to growing and winning people to Christ; Church, the Youth Movie night went of with a bang, "big group" Sunday School discussion runs well, there is so much support for what i'm trying to do, I'm preaching again in 6 weeks, what a great opportunity to talk to people about Jesus! David, every Monday a new spiritual conversation! and he is thinking about things more than dismissing them as before; Ricky, saying himself that all it would take is a mirical for him to become Christian. Wow - the amount of time i spend discussing the bible with him, and then that he spends discussing the bible with others as well as "eavesdropping" on our bible study... the list goes on.

I am so in awe that God would use me. I am so privileged to be apart of God's plan for his world. He doesn't need to use me, i have no reason to boast, because i'm little more than a servant, but God has raised me to a place of honor so i can boast in him and tell of his Glory all day long.

Weee it's exciting to be apart of God's plan. And to go from servant to beloved Daughter. :D woo hoo for God!

Colossians 2:6&7
"So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness."

So on Saturday night, possibly the very first Youth Movie Night ever was held at St Matthews Anglican Church Holland Park. It was a scary scary adventure and I had a fair amount of opposition from a few people and I think everyone, even me had their doubts, but God really came through and blessed the night; everyone remained safe and healthy, the games were fun, the pizza tasted great and the atmosphere was happy.

I had a prayer goal of 15 people and when 13 was the final number (2 people pulling out at the last minuet and 1 just not turning up :P) i was thanking God. We started off with playing funky games like "I've never..." and get to know you activities like the M&M game. The younger kids were a bit reserved, but loosened up as the night went on and by the time pizza arrived, everyone was having fun. We settled down to watch the first movie "The Incredibles" and then played a few more games when it was over.

The under 15's and a few of the St Lukes crowd left at about 10 and while waiting for a late dad to pick up the last of them, we talked about Baptism and what it means for us and why we do it. There was some interesting points raised and it was a fairly comfortable atmosphere, so i don't think anyone was feeling weird.

We then watched Bruce Almighty (Ben fell asleep hehehe) and then headed to bed at the reasonable hour of 1 am. Despite it being a cold night, most of us slept through till about 6:30 or so when we woke up to make pancakes (marshmellow ones!!) and then clean up our mess.

Talking to people afterwards, most were glad to hear the night had been a success. Others were surprised and I just wonder if God can keep pulling off surprises for them - will they change their thinking and jump on board to help out? I wonder what it will take to make someone who continues to doubt that things will turn out all right if you trust God really believe that he will come through for them?

As for me,

"I have told all your people about your justice. I have not been afraid to speak out, as you, O Lord, well know. I have not kept the good news of your justice hidden in my heart; I have talked about your faithfulness and saving power. I have told everyone in the great assembly of your unfailing love and faithfulness."

Psalm 40:9&10

It's Steve as Jonah and me as a Japanese Sea Star!!

Yay! Post 100!! How crazy is that! And so, as i listen to fiona complain to me about how she needs a second job so she can have something to do on her days off, i'm going to try to be as detailed as i can and tell everyone how MYC 2007 was.

On a side note, for some unknown reason while i was gone, we have aquired "Die Hard: with a vengance" which i think is the funniest thing ever and subsequently - fiona and i are watching it now!

MYC started last Friday the 6th of July with me waking up and knowing i had to pack that morning in about 2.5 hours. Lots of brainstorming and help from mum meant that at 1:00, Steve and I were ready to go. We picked up Aleacia from Garden city and were on the way. Most of the Griffith people got their early, (thanks to me telling everyone to be there at 3:30 :D when things didn't start until 4) and so we took a walk to the beach and came back in time to get everyone registared. Griffith didn't take too long to do that (again, my earlyness as well as most ppl having paid most of their money before hand) and so we hung around until things got started.

Griffith had 22 people there full time and then another 8 part timeers and we had 4 people from Logan turn up as well which was stellar. From 5 full timers last year and 3 part timers to 34 people all up this year - God is amazing and to be apart of his work is so totally cool.

Friday night we had "get to know you games" where we got into a group of random people and then had to do a scavanger hunt with the people in the group. Between us we had to come up with things like, most numbers stored in a phone, most family photos, biggest hole in the sock, longest string of shoelaces. We had a really small group and lost almost everything but it was still fun. We then had our speaker for the conference give us his first talk. He is part of the international youth ministries coordinator for Scripture Union.

He wanted to talk to us about Kingdom culture and how we can live it in a world that opposes it. Through out the week he gave us examples of people in the bible living Kingdom Culture, but first of all he took us through a really great example that showed that we ourselves are part of God's big story. This is probabaly what the thing that i got most of all of his talks, but i feel like it was somethign that was worth alot.

First of all, he drew a timeline of things as they stand in the bible. At the start he put "creation" and at the end he put "Revelation (Jesus coming back)" We then called out events in the bible and added them to the timeline. Something that we noticed as people called out things like "david" "samson" "jesus birth" "pentecost" that loads of things happened in the bible, and then after pentecost and the establishment of the first churches - we've got nothing. And the things that fit in that part - is us.

Another thing about this timeline is that from the garden of eden, to the time when Jesus comes again - there is a line of evil that also runs parrallel to the timeline which we live in. And that's the culture that we live in, but it's also the culture that we need to live against if we want to live God's culture.



That night i went to bed fairly early. The rooms we were in were really funky (different to the dorms of last year) they had three beds in 2 of the corners stacked on each other as well as 2 in the other corners as standard bunks. In the middle was a box pillar thing with shelves for things. It was cool. There were 3 asian chicks in my room from QUT, as well as Shannan, Emily and Rachel (who instead of sleeping in their beds slept together because it was warmer) Kelly and then on the second day, we got Kellie from casldine too - she was late becuase she went to the korean Campus Mission conference. Super cool.


Day 2 started with optional prayer - the Griffith QUT campsite had over 30 people there which is cool as to see. We had so many people that it was a bit hard to pray because people just kept on coming in, but it was cool none the less. Breakfast was yummy and i got Steve and Jon kilchester orginised to do the powerpoint by getting them to the main room early and then our day started. Ross and Kristin, who were MC-ing got everyone excited about the day and instigated the "Love seat of Love" where thoes who got the random trivia question of the day right could chose another person to share the "love seat of love" with. They got cookies and milk on the first day. pretty cute.

After some worship with a great worship band and Clayton, talking about how the Corinthians struggeled with living Kingdom Culture in their world, we had quiet times, morning tea and then into Trainings. At this point, steve and i nicked off for a while and went to Katie's wedding. It was on top of a mountian at a winery, and it was a beautiful day. Everyone looked lovley (as you do at a wedding) and i'm gald it was not a windy day or the bride would have been freezing.

After the wedding we skipped merrily home down the mountian and back to the end of some free time at MYC. I had a nap and woke up just in time for the afternoon electivies. I wondered for a while if i really wanted to go, or if i wanted to just roll back over and sleep some more, but in the end, i got up and went off to "Depression".

I'm really glad i went to the elective, the speaker Marylin Cook, was a councler and really well experinced in dealing with people who have depression. It was a really informative session with alot of practical advice on what to do when people you know have depression.

After dinner we had Saturday night Games which was a "MYC Amazing Race". Some of the challanges were really grose, and some were intereesting. Steve's team was coming first and got the "Fast Forward" which they took and consequently made them loose the game. My team came somewhere in the middle. Firstly we had to decode a message which sent us to the pools and then we went to the BBQ's where one of our team had to eat 3 dry weatbix, a raw onion and then a cup of straight cordial. In that Order. If they failed half way through, someone else had to take over from the start. We were really encouranging our guy Gordon to make it. The guy on steve's team (James flyn coincidently) took their onion whole - amazing stuff).

After that we got another code which took us to the tennis courts and then to complete a 3 legged obstacle course and off to the car park. This was probably the hardest of challenges because we had to count all the wheels in the car park and they had sneakily added the 4 wheels of the rubbish bins. After a few tries we were on our way though and on to the last challange which was to have everyone standing with one foot in the air and the other on a square of news paper. In the end, i crouched in the middle and everyone leaned in on me to get their balance to make it. :D Yay for being small.

The night was then over - a few more silly games and we were off for supper. Another fairly early night for me - after a few cups of hot water and some socializing in the dining room. After everyone had split up for the night, mostly everyone hung out in the dining room or at the beach. Jim rawson always brings loads of games to play so someone always has a game of Risk out and there are usually multipul card games going on as well. The griffith Girls in room 9 chilled there for a while with loads of junk food and Sarah's mp3 player plugged into some speakers.



Sunday started with some more optional prayer - but this one a bit more orginised than the last. For some reason we took my suggestions to be in groups of 3 and pray around. It was good though, quality time with God before breakfast. Breakfast followed with the ususal worship, and speaker, this time Clayton addressing Ruth (giving us a dramatized version of the whole book) and talking about who lived "Kingdom Culture" and how.

After our Quiet Time and morning tea we hit training again. I joined in with the "Evanglism as a Way of Life" guys (led by Emily and Ross) who were pretty over numbers as it was (some not so great orginisng when it came to training but anyway). It was good to talk about ideas of how we could create interest in the gospel and how to have spiritual conversations with our friends in every day life.

Any time i found my self in listening situation, i did my hand excersizes which helped streach out my muscles. I've almost gotten full movement back which is exciting and the scar is fading a bit and the lumps are going down. yay!

After Lunch on Sunday we did something that was probabaly the scariest thing for most people: Outreach.

Most people did Door knocking, but for thoes with "serious issues" (aka Sarah, Abby, Shannan, Me and Steve) with door knocking - we went down to the beach and talked to randoms down there about their spiritual lives. It was really intersting talking to some people (steve and i went together (after Jon decided it was nesscary to remind us that "this is not a date" :P)) becuase alot of them were old blokes, with lots of time on their hands. Three of the guys Steve and I talked to had good princiables - 2 of them even said they were catholic, but at the same time said things like "but i don't believe in heaven".

Hearing what some of these guys said to us made me realise that no matter how old you are - you can still be lost. Some of thoes guys had just as much of an idea of what to do about getting to heaven as some people we talk to at uni. It doesnt' matter how old you are - people can still be lost.

Shannan and abby had a fairly bad experince with a guy who ranted for 20 mins to them about how all religions are formed on greed and Sarah and Jon talked to 3 or 4 sets of Locals who gave them really good talks.

Coming back to camp, we heard how the door knockers went - and heard some amazing stories about how people had wittnessed others come to Christ. It was exciting to hear about it, but i'm glad i went with the beach mission. I don't think i would have liked to door knock agin.


After dinner, we had the Prayer and Worship night which was led by Daniel from Griffith. The night started with some worship and then a skit on the Lord's prayer performed by Shannan and Daniel as the voice of God. (funny moment when Daniel got up after playing the voice of God from behind the scenes and started talking and we were like "AHH!! IT's GOD!!!" heheeh)

We then prayed through the Lord's prayer and took time out to really think about what each line meant. The worship band played songs through out which was really cool too. Alot of people got heaps out of the night and while i was sad it wasn't more of a "team Griffith" thing, i did too.

Supper and then bed that night and i realised that even though i was trying to get to bed before 11 each night, it was slowly getting later and later and i was getting more and mroe sleep deprived. *sigh* the goodness of camp :P

Optional Prayer on Monday saw numbers dwindiling, but still a good turn out of 20 or so people. Breakfast, Worship and our Speaker all followed as ususal, Today Clayton tried to define what he meant by "Kingdom Culture" and didn't do so well. I think he was trying to convey it more as an idea, but what we really wanted was a definitive... if that makes sense. Then he moved on to talking about how David lived Kingdom Culture but also failed at it sometimes.

After Quiet Time and morning tea we started our second lot of training sessions: I was going to do Personal discipleship Making 2, but with only 5 ppl expected and 10 manuals (just incase) as well as 16 people turning up, i figured it'd be better if i joined the Advanced Core Group Leading, which only had 3 others.

I got alot out of this training, because we had a small group and we could share alot of experince stuff which was good to hear different senarios and think of ways we could attack them. Something else we did was to draw pictures of how we see our leading now and what we would want to change. Mine consisted of me with a big speach bubble going "blah blah blah" and then a second picture with everyone else having speach bubbles that said "Disscussion" and mine saying "good questions"

For some unknown reasons when we talked about these (mine and eveyrone elses' pictures) it led onto if our family memebers are Christians or not and then we took time out of the training then and there to pray about it. It was really good. I had a chat to Bill (training leader, UQ missionary) too about gender segregated Bible Studies and he gave quite good insite for me. I'm ok with them, provided we arne't kicking other people out. I think when it comes to griffith - they would be good if we had a bible study every day that was over flowing and had to be slpit that way, but as it is, we have 2 or 3 bible studies a week and we can't control who will come to what. So the seggregation is impractical... but anyway!

After lunch we had Campus time which was exciting. I presented the idea of the Servant Team to the students and asked them to vollenteer to help out with orginising things like socials, prayer nights and outreaches. We had over 80% of our students wnat to help wout with Outreach and Evanglisim which was really cool to see.


It's great to know that the students we have on board want to help getting the message of Christ out to other students. This time went over and i brainstormed things i needed to orginise - like who is leading what bible study and when they would be. other than that i didn't really sign up for anything much - i already have much to do and i'm sure with my overseaing capabilities, i'll be involved in more than i need to be. :D besides - with me stepping out - others can step up!

After doing that, i challanged Steve to a few games of Speed and then we played scrabble and got new shoelaces for Kelly and took Rochelle who was stressed out about being sick to get some drugs. Then it was dinner time and after that time for Summer Project talks. Steve went to a dinner with Andrew Bryant (National Director for SL) about working with SL, but i was like... meh :D i came at the end and was genrally disruptive - too much chocolate cake during the day for me. Summer Project talks were interesting. I drank 4 glasses of water and got pretty happy for them. Steve and I went to the Mission Megumi talk - the Project for Japan.

A big feature of the Megumi project is that it's a bit of a trial run for people who might want to do a year of Stint in japan so it could be interesting if i want to do that. I am really excited about doing Mission Megumi - anyone who has any ideas of how i can help God raise my support money then let me know!! I'll need everyone i can get on board praying as much as possible.

I feel like i'm just saying "and then ... and then.... and then..." alot, but there is alot to get through and i'm ranting heaps as it is!

Tuesday morning saw a few more drop off from prayer, but the time passed quickly as we gave thanks to God for all the amazing things that had happened. Standard morning, breakfast, worship, speaker, quiet times, morning tea and then we finished off our training. After lunch we had our group photos and then a little bit more free time. Steve and i spent most of the free time preparing to MC the Challange dinner that night - When Kristin asked us i burst out laughing and couldn't stop. I thought it was so funny that we were asked. Probabaly the funniest moment of camp. hehehe i cuckel now just thinking of it. :)

after that, i had another nap and went to another elective - one on humor in evanglism. I left early, but one of the points that the speaker made was taht if we appear to be sad every day - then people will think our religion is sad. If we appaer to be happy every day - then that's what people will think of our religion. He also said that if anyone insultued religious people it was Jesus and coincidently i read Luke 11 last night and honestly it's like "Jesus insults every religious person at a dinner party". :D so funny.

Then i got ready for our costume challange dinner. I was a Japanese Sea Star and Steve was Jonah (in the belly of the whale :D)


















Tim went as "under a water melon" and here he is with Amy who was a Nyad... water nymphy thing. :D





Abby was "Finding Emo"

















There were some other really groovy costumes, Gary was a classic - he had a bottle of water taped to his hat and he was "under water"



Steve lost his voice half way through the night, so i had to man the MC-ing fort with his aid. His JOnah costume would have been the best costume of the night, but as he was MC and the Judge - he couldn't win. As a result "Judge Jonah" and i held a cheering vote to decided. There was also a language equation game to play (which i announced in Japanese and Steve translated).

The people who went to Campus Mission 2007 In Korean told us how that was. They said it was amazing to be there with so many people who were all worshiping God. We also had a team from Papaua New Guinie who sang for us. It was amazing to see them sing because they were just so passionate about singing praise for Jesus. They sang with harmonies and just simple repeated phrases lead by one of the guys. It was fantastic.

Again it was a tough choice to go to bed early, but by the time i wraped everything up and even thought about crawling into bed, it was already 11:30, so it was a good choice. A few others headed to the beach for one last night out there and alot of people hung out in the dinning room playing worship songs on guitars and talking about God. The bonds that were made between everyone were really cool. It's always a bit sad as camp winds down becuase you know that thoes times aren't going to come aorund again soon enough.

Steve and I made the final effort to get up at 5:30 and go visit the beach for a sunrise before we left. It was a beautifl and cold morning but so special. Even though prayer was supposed to be at the other campsite with the UQ and Linc-ers, we stayed at our dining hall and played cards giving God our conversational prayer and praise through Pslams.

Clean up and our final session finished far too early, And then MYC was over, people were piling into cars and promising to meet at Maccas and taking more last minuet photos.


And that was MYC for one more year. I hope that satisfies.... i feel i've missed so much, but at the same time - i've written more than ever before. :D Happy reading!

Do I want to be with you as the years come and go?
Only forever if you care to know.
Would I grant all your wishes and be proud of the task,
Only forever if someone should ask.
How long would it take me to be near if you beckon,
Offhand I would figure, less than a second.
Do you think Ill remember how you looked when you smiled,
Only forever, thats putting it mild.

A little bit of Frank Sinatra for you - i did try to find it on Youtube but they didn't have it there!!

Update number 2.

Well i'm home from hospitial now which is definatly a step towards recovery. I went in yesterday, they put me in a gown, put me to sleep (i laughed while they jabbed the needle into my are and then shuffled it aroung trying to find a vein before starting again in a different place.) and when i woke up i had a new plast and they were looking after me in recovery.

i got wheeled to my ward where anything i tried to drink (water) just got chucked back up again, so i settled with not having any dinner. Steve came to visit me, as did mum and dad which was nice, but i was still sleepy from the morphine. I had a low blood pressure which they checked every half hour to make sure it was still low, and then when the nurses changed at 12am, they decided to do something about it and my bed was tilted up, a new drip put in and i was encouraged to drink more.

After the night of broken sleep i woke up and ate some breakfast and the talkitive lady in the next bed kept talking to me as i slept and read. Then i was sent down to the physio people who re-mealted my splint and gave it back to me again. Steve came to visit and we sat in the lounge for a while before he left and i went out and got picked up by dad.

All in all, i'm closer to recovery than ever, 2 new screws in my hand and a nice scar on the back. :) in 1 week i go back for physio and i can start using my hand again! yay!

Today marks one year and 6 mths sice Steve and i started going out. I get sick of people asking me how long we have been going out because to me it dosen't matter so much, Steve and I are together so who cares for how long right? But I was talking to Carl, a friend from work, on friday night, and he said to me that 18 mths isnt much when you've been with someone for 10 years but at the same time it was an achievement, because in the world today, people tend to take the easy way out when it comes to relationships and hardly anyone, it seems, wants to approach problems and try to work through them before they give up. [man i write long sentences]

I don't really know where i'm going with this exccept that i'm thankful that Steve is the kind of guy who wants to try to fix things rather than just walk away. I also think that we would be no where near where we are now in our relationship if it wern't for God, because to me, he is the ultimate example of comittment. This sounds all crazy and comittal, but when I see the kids at afterschool care and notice how in playing red letter suddenly they have an option about which of their parents names they have to use i wonder at all the things that have changed since i was a kid and then looking after my own kids to come suddenly seems like an arduous task. [can you tell i'm still in assignment mode?]

How on earth will i cope having to bring up children when all these new issues get worse in another 5 years? All i can say is that I think thats why God made parenting a 2 person job. And i'm so glad that even if i fail as a parent to my kids, God will never walk away from them, just like he never walked away from me.

So, with things the way they are, i'm thankful that in my relationship God is the one I love the most. And i'm thankful that he has given me some one as caring, kind, thoughtful, manly and most of all Godly, as Steve, to love as well.

update time!!

so my hand remains broken, and will probably do so for some time yet. i went to see the hand surgon last friday and he told me i had a spiral fracture on my third bone in my right hand. this, he told me, needs surgery to fix. So i'm booked in for the 29th of may (next tuesday) to get 2 screws placed in my hand so that it will heal nicely. he tells me i'll also have a nice scar. :)

After he told me the most depressing news (i wont be able to use my hand for at least 2 mths) i sent me across the hall to get a fancy new splint which is loads lighter and brighter than the first one was. it looks a bit like this:



my hand with out said funky new cast looks a bit like this:



some nice bruising if i do say so myself so i hope you can see it :)

finally on a more serious note, my 2 exams are getting deffered untill start of next semester and so the only things to overcome are writing japanese with my left hand and typing my 2500 word opera assignment with one hand. God is great and though i am pressed, i'm not crushed.

thanks to everyone who has been praying.

this post is going to take a long time for me to type. this is because i'm typing one handed. why you ask? i'll tell you why...

last night, i was leaving a work training session on work place health and safty when i tripped over on some uneven cement and hurt my fingers. ouch, i thought, and while my hand got number and number, and i realised i couldn't grip the stearing wheel, i called my home and fiona and dad came and got me.

we went home and dad got his wallet and then we drove to mater to get looked at. we didn't wait too long but it was about an hr later that they told me that i had broken a bone in my hand and that they would splint it and send me to a hand sergon to get it seen too. it was then that i asked for some pain killer, so that when they were pushing my hand into the right shape it wouldn't hurt, but they said "ok, we will give you some to take home" :P

i laughed hysterically while they plastered my hand.

now i'm at home with an appointment for the hand dr tomorrow, and the depressing thought that i might be facing exams with only a usable left hand. :(

any prayer would be much appreciated.

One thing i've noticed with kids, and espcially last friday when we were all cooped up in the hall, is that when one hurts another purposly, they will run away. But when someone accidently trips someone else, or wacks them with a ball, the first thing they do is come over and say sorry and make sure they are alright.

Made me think, the last time i hurt someone - did i run away, or i was i there asking if they were alright?

I am not a fan of Psalm 23. In fact, I’d go as far to say that I don’t like it. At all. For me, it’s way too lovely and well known, as well as being an odd number. Give me Psalm 24, or 148 any day, but “The lord is my shepherd,” meh, lucky us. I’ve heard that so many times that I don’t want to hear it any more. But in reality, so often, that is what I do need to hear.

But just because I know the words with my head – does that mean I don’t need to know them as a message for my heart?

Psalm 23 contains so many promises that God has given us. It provides a more than adequate description of who we are, and who God is to us. But with every time we hear this Psalm and all it’s metaphorical glory, it’s another time that we let the awesome promises of God fade into every day repetition.

So when I realised that this was what God wanted me to talk about today, I had to dig deep to find the patience to listen to God as he taught me not to just dismiss something I have heard a few thousand times, but to really take the words from my head to my heart and know them as his message to me.

Promise 1: the lord is my shepherd

“The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.”

Line one could almost be a summary for the rest of the Psalm. And sadly today I’m probably going to let it. There just isn’t enough time to talk in detail about every line of this psalm, so bare with me as I try to take just a few and really discover what God has for us.

Dictionary.com defines a shepherd as “one who herds, guards, tends and guides sheep”. And if that’s what the Lord does for me, then really, I don’t need anything.

In this life, God is looking after me. Just as king David would have looked after his sheep when he was a youth, God wants to look after me. He wants to take us all, in our flock, to the green meadows by the streams where we can rest and renew our strength for his glory. I don’t need to worry about where I’m going, or who is coming. I don’t need to consider that there might not be enough food for us all there, or even stress about where everyone will be sleeping. Jesus says (Matt 6) don’t worry about your clothes, don’t worry about your food. “Look at the birds, the father feeds them, and aren’t you far more valuable to him than they are?” God is herding us to safety. Trust him and there is a lot less to worry about.

The Lord, my shepherd is also guarding me from danger. Even though I am walking somewhere new, somewhere I might not know, even somewhere dark that makes me scared for my life, God is there. The truth is that we are all walking thought a dark valley like this. The world is full of sin and we are living here. Thankfully God is our shepherd and is guiding us so we don’t fall. When we continually rely on our shepherd to guide us, falling is much harder.

The lord our shepherd is not only guiding us to safety, protecting us from danger and making sure we stick to the path, but he is also filling our lives with blessings. Our cups are overflowing with the wine he is pouring us. He is anointing our heads with oil. This is so significant for a shepherd because oil keeps the sheep safe from bugs which are deterred by the smell, as well as cleaning the wounds sustained in the days travel. God really is looking after us!

More than that, anointing with oil is used continually through the bible. Saul and David are both anointed as kings, Jesus the Christ or Messiah in Jewish or Greek translates as the Anointed one. In Acts the apostles anoint people when they appoint them places of responsibility and honour caring for the rest of the flock. 1st Peter calls us to live like anointed people of God.

What an honour it is to know that God, our shepherd is guiding us, keeping us safe, taking our fears and worries away and then on top of that anointing us as an honour! He loves us so much that he wants to bend down and anoint us as part of his flock!

The key to all of these promises found in only the first line of this Psalm, is that we need to believe it. We can all repeat the line “the Lord is my Shepherd” as much as we like, but taking it from knowledge in our head to a belief in our heart is another matter.

It says in Luke 12: “Don’t be concerned about what to eat and drink, your father already knows your needs.” God already knows our needs and he is providing for us more than is adequate. Because God is our shepherd, the one who is there to look after us and see we make it home safely we don’t need to worry, we don’t need to fear, we have all we need.

Promise 2: God’s love pursues us

I’d like to share with you now something I learnt when I was in Japan. This was probably about September of 2004 and I would have been in Japan for about 7 or so months. My best friend was a girl called Haruka who used to catch the train with me every day.

As well as catching the train with me everyday she was in my class, so we spent quiet a lot of time together. When I got stressed out about not understanding or assignments, she would be the one who would help me out.

One day she was feeling sick, so to say "thanks for putting up with me and i hope you feel better" after school, I went to the shops and got her a hair tie, and the I went to the train station, and I waited at the entrance that I thought she would come in by.

Now, as I was standing there in the cold, waiting, I had all these doubts nagging at me; "what if she felt so sick she went home early and I’m waiting for a person who will never come?" "What if she uses a different entrance?" "What if I didn’t see her come round?" Train stations in Japan are huge, and any one of these things could have happened.

And it occurred to me that that’s what Jesus was probably like, waiting for me to come round, to realise that He was the only way and all I needed.

He had Satan going "She’s not coming, I’ve managed to trick her to go the other way with some chocolate" "She's not coming, she’s already gotten on the train going in the other direction."

And it was tough for Him to stand there, waiting for me, as all the busy people brushed passed Him, nocked Him down, stood on Him and ripped His clothes, He stood there anyway because He believed I would come. He knew I would eventually come and He loved me enough to wait for me to come - no matter how many detours I took - no matter how late I was.

When I read Psalm 23, and the last verse, it reminded me of this story. Of how much Jesus went through to wait for me, but also how much love he had to have for me to do it. But, that last verse has much more than Jesus waiting for us. He’s not just standing around knowing that eventually we will come by.

The line reads: “Surely your goodness and unfailing love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the Lord forever.”

The final passage of this Psalm is probably the one we cling to most. God’s love will follow us. But actually, the word follow has a better interpretation. The original Hebrew word translates better to the English word pursue.

Put that in the phrase and re-read it. “Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life…” Jesus is not just waiting around for us, he is not just following us, he is pursuing us. He is chasing us down with everything he has. He wants so much to bring us home to him. God doesn’t want to see any of us fall away, he wants us so much for us to be the sons and daughters he created us to be.

God wants us to live in his house forever, where we belong. Luke 12 says: “don’t be afraid little flock. For it gives your Father great happiness to give you the kingdom.” That is the inheritance that God has planned for us – his kingdom, it’s where he wants to us to be and like a shepherd with his sheep, he is going to guide us, tend to us, protect us, and pursue us with his love, so that we can be there with him.

I have 2 questions for you today: are you going to believe the promises of Psalm 23 or will they just stay as ones you know in your head but don’t take to heart?

Is the Lord your shepherd?

This sort of thing
This sort of dream
This is what I’d want for
If saying no to my dreams
Wasn’t the easiest way.

All of these
Most of those
And even sometimes
When I’m not pretending
That where I want to be is anywhere but here

Translate me
And make sense
Of the rubbish I say
Make my heart
And my direction
Clear for where you want me

This sort of thing
This sort of dream
Could it be what is meant for me?

Give me your dream Lord
Even when I don’t believe that
Your dream can come true
For me.

Something i've read before many times was in my journal reading tonight and God in his glory really spoke to me and helped me understand more than just the story.

"And the seeds that fell on the good soil represent honest, good-hearted people who hear God's word, cling to it and patiently produce a huge harvest." [Luke 8:15]

To hear God's word: Am I listening and ready to hear God speak to me through his word, through his people or am I too busy doing things?

To cling to it: When i hear it - do i remember? when i read it - am i taking it in? Is God's word and truth the basis of my life and the document i can refrence with his Spirit?

To patiently Produce: am i helping others to grow? To produce we need to water, nurture, train, prune and love. Am i using God's strength to do so? It's not a quick growth but a slow process. Am i helping the harvest?

Lord, use me as a good soil! I want you to grow in me.

Well Show one is over. My Goodness, i'm exaushted. I think the continuall rehursals over the last 2 and a half mths and the insane build up to the first show has finally hit me. Even when i left i thought i was ok, but it's just hit me.

What also has hit me was the amazing amount of support that i have in my family and my frineds. Everyone else has about... 20 people max coming to see them, and alot of thoes haven't booked yet. I have 14 plus 18 plus 24 people coming to see me and they are the people who have booked.

God has really blessed my life with people who are here to help me and support me. Even though i so often seem to suffer from too many friends syndrome and have to say no and feel bad about not being able to be there for everyone (including being in 4 places at once) my friends amazingly still want to stand by me.

So thank you to everyone who came, is coming and is continuing to support me in this show and almost everything else i attempt to do. Special mention to Steve who somehow ends up being last on my list of people to see, but manages to love me none the less. Thank you.

Man I love hanging out with people who love God just as much as me. Needless to say, camp was awesome!! I woke up thinking - Yeah! camp is finally here!! - on Monday and i was not wrong. Camp was there and it was fantastic!! Following Steve up proved he had a strange obsession with going around round about a few too many times, and after a short, but scary moment where everyone in my car appreciated their assurance of salvation, we made it up to camp.

Not really needing to be there at 10 in the morning, most of Monday was spent having free time. :D the morning was filled with some quality jam sessions with me on Piano, Elizabeth on flube and Kris on Guitar, with random people singing in the back ground. After we tired of this, Elizabeth and I went to "town" and picked up some fish and chips for everyone.

By the time we finished lunch, Jasmine's car full of girls arrived and we played games untill about 2:00 when it was free time at QUT camp, so we wandered down to vist some people. We played volleyball for a bit, I had a chat with Jim (man he's a wise guy :)), we were invited to afternoon tea and then we headed back up to chill out some more. During this chill out, the power went off (which included the pumps that gave us water) and i had to drive to "town" again to pick some up. On the way back - the power came back on :P

At 6 we wandered down to the LINC camp where we were having dinner and our final campers arrived. The 2 americans were in mourning as their team had lost the superbowl. That night after dinner, we played a number of funky games (Rachel has an endless supply of them!!) including the snort game, the wah game and the story game. :D

During this whole time, we ate huge amounts of chocolate and sugar and ended up not going to be untill rather late. Nathaniel got eaten alive by mozzies and text emily at 3 am telling her he hated this place. Rachel put in a vote for a "bug free" campsite next year :P i keep telling her that while she's in Australia - there is no such place :D

The rest of camp (sorry melissa i'm loosing detail) was just as much fun. Ross's talks on Vision and Evanglisim were really insitful. Ross has the nickname "Reverend Ross" becuase he spent a year as an intern just following his pastor around, thinking about becoming a preist. Our training on Surveys and sharing the KGP (which inspired this moment) went fantasticlly, as did our planning for 0-week. I really feel like i have a great team this year ready for us to share the excitement of God on campus.

Memorable moments included:
Falling out of bed on the first night. on the way down i smacked my chin dead onto the chair beside the bed (i was on the bottom bunk) before my knees hit the floor. Elizabeth woke up and asked if i was ok. by that time i was kneeling on the floor still trying to decide.

Ross putting Abby's pen up his nose, and when we noticed Abby saying "that's my pen!" but when Ross tried to give it back to her, the quick correction to "that WAS my pen"

The endless number of Cups and chocolate wrappers that were left around as we spent our days binging on tea and chocolate. (humm chocolate!)

Fun moments included:
Playing Marfia untill unGodly hours of the night, trying to convince Nathaniel that he shouldn't kill me becuase i was the Cop and Emily being a cold marfia for the 4th time in the row.

Abby doing kungfu streaches at 6:30 in the morning while Jazz and i ate "before breakfast" sinckers. (hummm chocolate)

Singing Happy birthday to Nathaneil while he was still in bed on Tuesday morning. Suprising him at morning tea with a cake, eating all but one peice which was left for Steve (the maker of the cake) which Nathaniel promptly forgot and ate 2 hours later.

Edgar doing a great job of vaccuming the whole place we made a mess of, and the amazing way we all cleaned it up so well.



Bring on 2007 at Griffith!! we are ready to take the campsus for Christ!!

after yet again breaking my car some more i feel like i have the most serious case of human stupidity ever. I really just want to skip all this learning and all this chaning and all this stupidness and go straight to the way God sees me. Why can't i fast forward the growing and just stand before God and have him say "you are just how i always imgained"?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kZG1en6IZZY&mode=related&search=

[i was going to be fancy and put in a link, but i'm too silly :P]

13/01/07

Hebrews 11:39
"All of these people earned a good repuatation because of their faith, yet not one of them recieved all that God had promised."

Faith is so hard in itself, but even harder to comprehend is that when it comes to God, sometimes we aren't going to live to see what he promises us.

Yet no one laughed at the memory of Abraham, Jacob, etc, after they died, saying they had wasted their lives for something that didn't come, on the contray, even though it did come to pass later on, they were considered to have great faith not great stupidity, for believing in something they never saw.

God I want a faith like that!

I don't want to be worried that people will laugh at me now, like people laughed at Noah when he was building the ark, but I want to follow you so much that when I die and your judgement comes, people will say - so that's what she was waiting for.

My Timetable

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My timetable is as yet unfinished. It currently spans over 4 days, many hours and also includes a clash :D

Yay for uni!

The grass is green,
The sky is blue,
There's not a cloud,
To spoil the view,
But it's raining,
It's raining,
In my heart.

Criteria for getting into Heaven

1. Believe in Jesus
2. Repent of your sins
3. let Jesus take control

So many people want to know what it takes to get to Heaven. They keep trying to do "good things" or "the right thing", but who knows how much of that will get you over the line?

When it comes to these three steps, it's easy for people to do the frist and even the second step. Believing in God is something that comes easily to us. Acnowlaging we have done wrong, if only in private, is also something most of us can get our minds around.

Step 3 on the other hand is hard. Who wants to let go? Still, if you wnat to take the first step seriously enough, why not?

People are strange and i don't try to understnad them and i'm not sure this post is making sense... but it's what i'm thinking about.

This is an Excellent Song :D

So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear

You may not share our intellect
Which might explain your disrespect
For all the natural wonders that grow (around you)
So long so long and thanks for all the fish

The world’s about to be destroyed
There’s no point getting all annoyed
Lie back and let the world dissolve (around you)

Despite those nets of tuna fleetes
We thought most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your pregnant women

So long so long, so long so long, so long so long, so long so long
So long so long, so long so long, so long so long, so long so long
So long so long and thanks for all the fish

If I had just one last wish
I would like a tasy fish
If we could just change one thing
We would all have learnt to sing

Come one and all
Man and mammal
Side by side in life's great gene pool

So long so long, so long so long, so long so long, so long so long
So long so long, so long so long, so long so long, so long so long
So long so long and thanks for all the fish